Anybody else feel incredibly beaten by life sometimes? So drained by the mountain of bad things piling up on top of you that your dishes go unwashed and your hair doesn’t get brushed for days. Forgetting pretty much everything or being unusually clumsy because your head is somewhere it shouldn’t be… inside a big cloud of clusterfuck?!
It’s been a rollercoaster couple of months. In most respects it’s been amazing but my health is taking it’s sweet fucking toll on me.
That’s why I haven’t updated the blog in a while and why my emails are going unanswered. It’s not laziness or ignorance. I want to do those things but my health is priority.
It’s possibly my PCOS, it’s possibly Endometriosis, it could be something else. All I know is that whatever is causing me all of this pain is also the reason for me crying into a custard slice after work and the reason why I’ve been tripping balls on Co-codamol for the past two weeks.
One more scan and I may have the answers. Here’s hoping..